Frustration

So, as I sit here, I'm torn between what I should really do. The bottom line is that Mike is SO jealous. And don't get me wrong, he is the absolute love of my life, and the person that I want to spend the rest of my life with. However, it is extremely frustrating when he can't handle me having guy friends. I understand that in this particular situation, which doesnt really need to be in depth discussed, that Mike is 100% right. But, he needs to let me handle things, and use that absolute trust that he has in me to trust who I talk to.

Bah, on different levels of frustration. My job/career. I reallly, realllly, super need to find a teaching job for this upcoming school year, or else I don't know what in the hell I will do. I'm super in debt for a career in education that I'm not even using. I'm teaching in a day care that I could have done after my sophomore year in college. for next to nothing.

Yikes, so in short, I need to find a teaching job for next year, or something that pays me better and is full time. I'm currently working part time, like 20-25 hours a week, dammit. With no benefits.

Sorry that this is a bitching rant. I'll try to make my next post better.